四月啦四月啦！

四月啦四月啦，可是天气一点都不应景。昨天还近20度的宜人天气，今天就狂风大作，吹得人直哆嗦。

最近正事没做多少，受挫倒不少。DERIVATIVES成绩出来了，考的茫茫差啊，本来庆幸说公式蒙对了，结果还是靠了个倒数。这学期这门课要悲剧了，剩下两门估计也不会怎么样，private equity这么难，financial statement analysis事情也很多，总归就是很纠结很无奈。

早上去找advisor说independent study的事情,以为一切都很容易，结果还是很难弄，估计又要搞一阵子了，希望在我放假之前能弄完，顺利顺利顺利，一切顺利！
这周五有一个spring soiree，说是提供个net working的机会，其实姐姐我就是去吃的，穿着漂亮的裙子吃。可是这两天体内急需垃圾类高热量食品，使得辛辛苦苦锻炼的成果化成了灰烬，不要把裙子给撑变形了才好。。。

一周一周其实过得还挺快，还有一个月差不多这学期就过了，还是很想回家啊。希望回家的时候天气好，胃口好，一切都好，哈哈哈！

好久没有祷告了，需要祷告的事情很多。真是懒啊，连祷告这种事情都偷懒，LUCY同学，你还想不想混了！

Somehow I know that there's a place up above
With no more hurt and struggling
Free of all atrocities and suffering
Because I feel the unconditional love
From one who cares enough for me
To erase all my burdens and let me be free to

Can we recover, will the world ever be
A place of peace and harmony?
With no war and with no brutality
If we loved each other we will find victory
But in this harsh reality
Sometimes I'm so despondent that I feel the need to

Fly like a bird, take to the sky
I need you now, Lord, carry me high
Don't let the world break me tonight
I need the strength of You by my side
Sometimes this life can be so cold
I pray You'll come and carry me home

He said, "He will never forsake you
Or leave you alone"
Trust Him

I need You right here right now, Lord
I need You right here by my side
Keep your head up to the sky
With God's love you'll survive

Carry me home
Carry me higher, Lord